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Why We’re Drawn to Certain People: Exploring Our Inner Relationship Patterns

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Many people notice recurring patterns in their relationships. They may find themselves drawn to similar types of partners, or experiencing familiar tensions again and again, even when circumstances change. Often, these patterns are not just about the other person. They can reflect something deeper; an internal relationship between different parts of the self. In psychological terms, we all carry a range of inner capacities. Some of these are more structured, action-oriented, and focused on thinking or problem-solving. Others are more relational, intuitive, and emotionally attuned. Rather than seeing these as strictly “masculine” or “feminine,” it can be helpful to understand them as complementary aspects of our psychological makeup. Some people also find it useful to think of these as “left” and “right” aspects of the self; different, but equally important ways of experiencing and responding to life.

When One Side Becomes More Familiar

Over time, many people come to rely more heavily on one way of being. For some, this might look like a strong sense of independence, clear thinking, and self-reliance, while emotional expression or vulnerability feels less accessible. For others, emotional connection may feel natural and important, while boundaries, direction, or self-definition can feel more difficult to hold onto. These patterns usually develop for understandable reasons. Early relationships and life experiences often shape which parts of us feel safe to express, and which parts are held back or less developed. When one side becomes more familiar, other aspects of the self can quietly move into the background.

How This Can Show Up in Relationships

Close relationships tend to bring these internal dynamics gently into focus. A person who feels more comfortable relying on themselves may find themselves drawn to someone who is emotionally expressive and open. Someone who values closeness and connection may feel drawn to a partner who appears steady, grounded, or decisive. At times, this can feel balancing. At other times, it can create strain, particularly when both people are unknowingly leaning on each other to hold what feels difficult within themselves. One person may long for closeness while the other needs space. One may try to think things through, while the other seeks to feel understood. One may take on responsibility, while the other feels overwhelmed by it. These patterns are rarely random. They often reflect an attempt, at a deeper level, to create a sense of balance.

The Pull Towards What Is Less Developed

It can sometimes feel as though we are drawn to in others what is less familiar in ourselves. This does not mean that relationships are simply projections. However, they can bring us into contact with parts of ourselves that we have had less opportunity to develop or feel comfortable with. For example, someone who finds vulnerability difficult may feel both drawn to and unsettled by emotional openness in another person. Someone who feels uncertain in their independence may admire strength and clarity in others, while also feeling intimidated by it. Experiences like this can carry both a sense of connection and a sense of tension.

The Search for Wholeness in Relationships

At a deeper level, many people experience a sense of longing in relationships that can be difficult to fully explain. It can feel like a pull towards something that is not quite accessible on one’s own. This longing is often not simply about the other person, but about a movement within the self towards greater balance. When certain aspects of our inner world feel less developed or harder to access, they can create a quiet sense of incompleteness. At times, this can become most visible in the way we experience attraction. We may find ourselves strongly drawn to people who seem to embody qualities that feel distant from our usual way of being. This can create a sense of excitement, recognition, or even intensity that feels difficult to put into words. At the same time, these relationships can also bring moments of frustration or confusion, particularly when they begin to touch parts of us that feel unfamiliar or vulnerable. In this way, relationships can sometimes act as a kind of mirror. They can bring into awareness aspects of ourselves that may have remained in the background for a long time. This process is not always comfortable. It can stir old emotional patterns, challenge familiar ways of coping, and invite growth that takes time.

Moving Towards Greater Integration

Therapeutic work often involves gently helping people become more aware of these internal patterns, and supporting the development of a wider range of responses. This might involve learning to pause and reflect rather than react, becoming more familiar with emotional experience while also maintaining clarity of thought, and gradually building both connection and boundaries in a way that feels manageable. The aim is not to replace one way of being with another, but to allow more flexibility, so that different parts of the self can come forward when they are needed. Over time, this can ease the pressure placed on relationships to provide something that feels missing internally.

Mutual Influence and Growth

It can be helpful to remember that this process moves in both directions. Just as we may feel impacted by someone else, we are also part of their experience. Relationships are rarely one-sided; they involve an ongoing exchange in which both people are, in different ways, influencing and responding to each other. Because of this, qualities such as patience, clarity, and respect become especially important. Being able to communicate honestly, while also recognising the other person’s separate experience, can help create a sense of emotional safety. Allowing space for difference, without trying to control or reshape the other, can support a more genuine form of connection. Over time, this kind of environment makes it more possible for both people to grow, not through pressure or expectation, but through increased awareness and understanding.

A More Balanced Way of Relating

As a person develops a more integrated sense of themselves, relationships often begin to feel different. There can be a little more space where there was once urgency. Differences can feel easier to tolerate. Communication may become clearer, and there can be a growing sense of steadiness, even when things feel challenging. Rather than being pulled along by familiar patterns, there is often more room for choice, for understanding, and for responding in ways that feel more aligned with the present moment.

A Compassionate Perspective

Many of the patterns people struggle with in relationships are not signs of something going wrong. They are often the result of the mind adapting, in thoughtful and creative ways, to earlier experiences. What once helped to maintain safety or connection can, over time, begin to feel limiting. With awareness, patience, and the right kind of support, it becomes possible to develop a more balanced internal relationship; one that allows for both strength and sensitivity, independence and connection. From this place, relationships with others can feel less like a repetition of the past, and more like something that is being shaped, with care, in the present.

Collette O’Mahony – April 2026

Collette O’Mahony is a Psychotherapeutic Counsellor in private practice, working with clients online. She writes regularly on mental health and emotional wellbeing, with a focus on self-discovery, developing self-awareness, and supporting individuals to take meaningful responsibility for their inner lives.

To book a free introduction session click here.

Unlocking Emotional Flow: Therapy Beyond Behavior Change

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Most people come to therapy wanting to change a behaviour. They want to stop people-pleasing. To control their anger. To quiet the inner critic. To ‘fix’ the pattern that keeps repeating in relationships. But behaviour is rarely the beginning of the story. It is the surface layer, the visible structure of something that formed much earlier.

Many of our most frustrating patterns function like ice. They are solid, organised, and protective. They hold shape. They prevent collapse. They conserve energy. At some point in our development, they were adaptive responses to relational or emotional environments that felt overwhelming, unpredictable, or unsafe. A child who learns that anger disrupts connection may freeze it into compliance. A nervous system that cannot safely process grief may convert it into productivity. A system exposed to chronic uncertainty may develop hyper-vigilance disguised as responsibility. What we later call maladaptive was once intelligent. Ice is not a mistake. It is water under particular conditions. The question is not how to shatter it. The question is what conditions would allow it to soften.

Awareness as Heat

Force hardens defensive structures. Awareness softens them. In psychological research, metacognitive awareness, the capacity to observe internal experience without immediate reaction, has been shown to reduce emotional reactivity and increase regulatory flexibility. When we bring non-judgmental attention to a pattern, activity in the prefrontal cortex increases while limbic reactivity decreases. In simple terms, the nervous system begins to feel less threatened by what it is observing.

Awareness is heat. Not analysis, self-criticism, or intellectual dismantling. Just sustained, regulated noticing. When a person becomes aware of their people-pleasing in the moment it happens, the slight tightening in the chest, the automatic yes before checking internally, something subtle begins to melt. The pattern loses some of its rigidity. It becomes less compulsory. The solid begins to liquefy.

Beneath the Structure: The Emotional Layer

When the ice melts, we encounter water. Underneath rigid behaviour patterns lies emotion, often the emotion that was once too overwhelming to process safely. Sadness that had no witness. Anger that threatened attachment. Shame that felt annihilating.
Fear that had nowhere to discharge. Emotions are not irrational disruptions of the mind; they are adaptive physiological signals. Contemporary affective neuroscience shows that emotions are embodied states, involving shifts in heart rate, breath, muscular tone, hormonal release, and neural activation. They are movement in the system.

But when emotion cannot move, when a nervous system remains in chronic sympathetic activation (fight/flight) or dorsal shutdown (collapse), that movement becomes trapped. Anxiety frequently emerges not because emotion exists, but because it has been inhibited. Water that cannot flow becomes stagnant. This is why insight alone rarely produces lasting change. A person may understand why they developed a pattern and still feel powerless to shift it. Cognitive clarity does not automatically restore emotional mobility. The work at this stage is not to intensify emotion, but to allow it.

Allowing as Regulated Heat

When we apply gentle, regulated heat to water, it becomes vapour. In therapeutic terms, the heat applied to emotion is not confrontation, it is permission within safety. It is the experience of feeling anger without losing connection. Of feeling sadness without collapsing. Of feeling shame without being abandoned.

Research in attachment theory consistently demonstrates that co-regulation, being emotionally accompanied while activated, increases affect tolerance and integration. When emotion is allowed in the presence of attuned awareness, the nervous system reorganises. Neural networks associated with threat begin to link with networks associated with meaning and self-reflection. Emotion begins to metabolise rather than accumulate. And when emotion metabolises, something remarkable happens. It rises.

Vapour: Expression, Flow, and Radiance

Steam is water transformed. It is still water, but now it moves upward. It expands. It becomes visible in a new way. Psychologically, this is the stage of expression. Expression is not performance. It is not cathartic discharge for its own sake. It is the natural outward movement that occurs when internal pressure has been processed.

Expression may look like: Speaking a boundary without apology. Crying without shame.
Laughing without restraint. Creating without self-censorship. Saying no without collapse. Human systems are organised around movement. Suppression requires continuous energy. Expression restores energy. From a physiological perspective, regulated emotional expression is associated with improved vagal tone, reduced inflammatory markers, and greater autonomic flexibility. Chronic inhibition, by contrast, correlates with elevated stress hormones and increased inflammatory response. The body does, quite literally, carry what cannot be expressed. We are not built for indefinite containment. We are built for circulation.

We Are Wired to Radiate

On a literal level, the elements that compose the human body were formed in stars. The carbon in our cells, the oxygen we breathe, the iron in our blood, these are stellar materials. We are matter that has already undergone transformation under immense heat. There is something deeply fitting in the metaphor. Just as the sun radiates, living systems radiate when unobstructed. Radiance is not a personality trait. It is what emerges when suppression eases. When maladaptive structures soften into emotion, and emotion is allowed to move into expression, vitality returns. Presence deepens. Relationships become more reciprocal. The body often softens its defensive tone.

This is not mystical. It is regulatory. The aim of therapy, then, is not to dismantle the self. It is to create conditions of warmth. To bring awareness to what froze. To allow feeling where there was structure. To support expression where there was inhibition. Not breaking the ice, but warming it. You were never meant to remain solid. You were meant to move. And when you move, you radiate.

Collette O’Mahony, March 2026

Therapy is not about dismantling who you are. It is about creating the warmth and safety required for transformation. We move at the pace of your nervous system. We begin with awareness, build capacity for feeling, and gently support expression so that change emerges naturally rather than forcefully. You do not have to shatter the ice alone. If you are ready to explore what it would mean to feel more present in your body, more regulated in your emotions, and more authentic in your relationships, I invite you to reach out. Together, we can create the conditions that allow you not just to cope, but to flow and radiate.

An introduction on zoom (15 minutes) Free. One to one sessions (online) £45/ $62.

info@colletteomahony.com – Include your first name, date of birth, goals for therapy.

I look forward to hearing from you.

How Hormones Shape Women’s Mood: What Every Woman Should Know

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Hormones influence nearly every system in the body; metabolism, sleep, energy, and especially mood. For many women, emotional shifts can feel sudden or seem to come out of nowhere. In fact, they often reflect real, predictable biological patterns. Understanding these patterns can help women reduce self-blame, communicate their needs more clearly, and recognise when psychological support or medical evaluation may be useful. As therapists, we see how often women pathologize themselves for what is, in part, normal hormonal variability. This article highlights the main hormonal influences on mood and how they interact with stress, trauma, and daily life.

The Menstrual Cycle: A Monthly Emotional Landscape

Oestrogen

  • Typically rises in the first half of the cycle (follicular phase).
  • Often associated with improved mood, motivation, and mental clarity.
  • Can enhance serotonin and dopamine activity, which contributes to feelings of well-being.

Progesterone

  • Rises in the second half of the cycle (luteal phase).
  • Has a calming effect for some women, but for others contributes to irritability, low mood, or emotional sensitivity.
  • Sudden drops in progesterone and oestrogen before menstruation can contribute to PMS or, in some cases, more severe PMDD, which includes intense mood swings, depression, and anxiety.

Tracking cycle-related mood patterns can help identify when emotional shifts are hormonally influenced rather than signs of failure or instability.

2. Hormones and Stress: The Cortisol Connection

Cortisol, the body’s main stress hormone, interacts with reproductive hormones in ways that can amplify emotional experiences.

  • Chronic stress can disrupt the menstrual cycle and intensify mood symptoms.
  • Many women report of feeling more anxious, overwhelmed, or fatigued during times of hormonal fluctuation when stress levels are also high.
  • From a therapeutic perspective: Supporting self-regulation, boundary-setting, and stress reduction can significantly ease hormone-related emotional shifts.

3. Mood Changes Across Reproductive Life Stages

Adolescence

Hormonal surges paired with identity formation and social pressures can make teens especially sensitive to emotional dysregulation.

Pregnancy

Oestrogen and progesterone soar, leading to:

  • Heightened emotional responsiveness
  • Increased need for rest and support
  • Potential vulnerability to perinatal anxiety or depression, especially in those with a history of mood disorders

Postpartum

Rapid hormonal drops combined with sleep disruption and new-parent stress can contribute to:

  • Maternity blues (common and short-lived)
  • Postpartum depression or anxiety (more persistent, requiring attention)

Perimenopause

This transition often brings:

  • Unpredictable hormone fluctuations
  • Mood swings
  • Irritability
  • Increased anxiety
    Women frequently describe feeling “not like myself,” which can be deeply unsettling without proper understanding.

Menopause

While hormone levels are lower overall, emotional steadiness often returns once fluctuations settle.

4. Hormones Don’t Act Alone

Hormones influence mood, but they don’t determine it. Psychological factors intertwine with biology:

  • History of trauma can increase sensitivity to hormonal shifts.
  • Internalised expectations (e.g., “I should be on top of things”) intensify distress.
  • Relationship dynamics often become flashpoints during hormonally sensitive times.
  • Sleep, nutrition, exercise, and social support all modify hormonal effects.

This means that therapy and lifestyle changes often significantly reduce hormone-related symptoms, even when biology is part of the picture.

5. How Therapy Can Support Clients

1. Self-Compassion Over Self-Criticism

Reframing hormonal mood changes as biological patterns, not personal flaws to reduce feelings of shame.

2. Emotional Regulation Strategies

Mindfulness, grounding techniques, and cognitive reframing can be especially helpful during hormonally vulnerable phases.

3. Tracking Patterns

Encouraging clients to track mood, sleep, and cycle patterns can empower them to anticipate shifts and plan accordingly.

4. Communication Skills

Helping women articulate their needs to others, during sensitive times in their cycle, can transform relationship dynamics.

5. When to Seek Medical Input

If mood symptoms are severe, disruptive, or cyclical, a medical evaluation for PMDD, thyroid issues, or perimenopause-related changes may be appropriate.

Conclusion

Hormones play a significant role in women’s emotional experiences, but they are just one piece of a larger mind-body system. When women understand the predictable patterns behind their emotional shifts, they can respond with insight and self-care rather than self-blame. Therapists can support this awareness, helping women move toward greater emotional stability and empowerment.

Collette O’Mahony (Dip.Psy.C)

To book a free introductory session (15 minutes) contact me: info@colletteomahony.com

The Self-Deception Trap: How We Create False Narratives to Outrun Emotional Pain

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History is generally written by the victor; seldom do we hear the true voice of the oppressed. And so, it is within each of us, we celebrate our best achievements and we consign our fears and failures to the annals of our emotional wasteland. We are all the authors of our own inner histories, changing the narrative to craft a curated self-image for the outer world until at some point we too come to believe the edited version.

During our formative years we rarely understand how to navigate our emotional landscape. Painful feelings are often bottled up, rejected and forgotten. While the mind may in time learn to repress painful memories, our bodies do not. Unprocessed emotions are the building blocks of ego. Emotional gaps are replaced by bricks of fiction, false narratives about the past. These thoughts are whispered and repeatedly told to the self. “This did not hurt as much as we think it did,” or “It was my choice to break-up with them”.  This inner dialogue is not designed to deceive others, but to help us survive the emotional hurt.

What is the true, eventual cost of these building blocks? A defensive fortress is constructed from our unresolved pain trapping the emotions inside. We may gain an immediate reprieve from difficult feelings, but we lose access to reality, trading present comfort for prolonged internal exile. When we use fiction to numb pain, we ensure the core emotional lesson is never absorbed. If the narrative claims that the difficulty was entirely someone else’s fault, we are avoiding accountability. This leaves us open to repeating the same dynamic again and again until it becomes a maladaptive behaviour pattern. This behaviour patten continues in a continuous loop until we set free the original emotion trapped behind the false narrative.

The false narrative is a house of cards. It requires constant, vigilant upkeep and cannot withstand the inevitable, sudden wind of a new, painful event. When life inevitably challenges the lie (e.g. a new rejection that mirrors an old heartbreak), the entire scaffolding collapses. The pain is not just felt; it is experienced with the added, terrifying force of the shame of the deception. We reel, not from this current setback, but from many layers of false narrative and illusion.

The role of therapy is not to brutally shatter the false narrative; that act of violence would only deepen the trauma. The work of healing is a process of gentle, persistent illumination of concealed emotions where our rejected truth resides. Psychotherapy provides a safe platform for this courageous act. The first step in dismantling the false narrative is to slow down the unconscious loop of maladaptive behaviour cycles. By doing so, we can gain access to the precise feeling the narrative was designed to evade leading to inner balance within and without.

For one-to-one counselling, please click on my counselling page: www.colletteomahony.com/counselling.

For a free introductory call (20 minutes) to discuss goals for therapy – Email: info@colletteomahony.com

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I look forward to hearing from you. Collette.

Energy Sources

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Finding inner-balance

A key to achieving emotional balance is in understanding the sources of our energy. Is it renewable energy, grounded in mindfulness, self-awareness, and intrinsic motivation? Or are we relying on a secondary energy source, which is often external and unsustainable, such as seeking validation, praise, or status?

Renewable energy is internal, arising from practices that foster emotional and mental well-being. This kind of energy comes from a place of mindfulness, self-awareness, and an authentic connection to oneself. When we draw from this energy, we are more likely to experience emotional resilience because we are not dependent on outside circumstances or external validation. We are grounded in our inner self-worth, capable of staying calm in the face of adversity, and able to make thoughtful decisions rather than reacting impulsively to fear or stress. Renewable energy is self-sustaining. Mindfulness practices, such as meditation, journaling, or spending time in nature, help cultivate this energy. It is also nurtured by an ongoing practice of self-compassion, where we approach challenges with curiosity and patience rather than self-judgment.

This energy allows us to face both optimism and pessimism without getting lost in extremes, because it fosters emotional flexibility—the ability to respond appropriately to whatever arises.

Secondary energy sources are externally driven, often coming from a need for praise, validation, status, or attention. These sources of energy are less stable and can be fleeting, which makes them unreliable when facing emotional challenges. If our emotional well-being is tied to how others perceive us, we become vulnerable to external fluctuations. For example, if we rely on praise to feel good about ourselves, it can lead to a pattern of people pleasing and co-dependency. On the other hand, when we don’t receive the validation we seek, it can trigger pessimism and feelings of worthlessness. Relying on external energy sources creates a cycle where our emotional state is dictated by circumstances beyond our control. This can leave us feeling emotionally depleted, causing us to oscillate between extremes of behaviour, from excessive optimism when things go well to deep pessimism when they don’t.

Just as we learn unhelpful habits, such as relying on external sources of energy, we can also unlearn them. Firstly, we need to recognise patterns of behaviour. Behavioural Therapies such as CBT helps us chart our maladaptive behaviour patterns and to recognise triggers that lead to these spirals.

For online one-to-one therapy sessions please get in touch with me at: info@colletteomahony.com.

This is an extract from by book ‘A Compass for Change’. Available on Amazon.

Collette O’Mahony.